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Zunächst: Ich hasse angefangene Halbsätze als Titel, aber ich hab grad kein Bock, den Liedtitel des momentanen Lieblingsliedes als Titel zu nehmen, da ich sonst wieder nen schäbigen Kommentar kriegen würde, dass The Killers ne arme Band sind.
Something’s boiling inside me. It’s a feeling like you are imprisoned by your own body. And i bloody hate it. Today’s eve was nice, but it brought to my mind that the relationship to a girl i loved very much was kind of faked by her. I don’t know if she was really faking at that time, but it seems to me she did.
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Zunächst: Ich hasse angefangene Halbsätze als Titel, aber ich hab grad kein Bock, den Liedtitel des momentanen Lieblingsliedes als Titel zu nehmen, da ich sonst wieder nen schäbigen Kommentar kriegen würde, dass The Killers ne arme Band sind.
Simple Plan passen da doch besser. :)
Something's boiling inside me. It's a feeling like you are imprisoned by your own body. And i bloody hate it. Today's eve was nice, but it brought to my mind that the relationship to a girl i loved very much was kind of faked by her. I don't know if she was really faking at that time, but it seems to me she did.
Because of that i am some kind of traumatized. I can't be sure if any of my social statuses to the people around me are faked or not. I don't know if they really like me, and if i can trust them to death, or if they only tolerate me. I don't think that these fears are reasonable, but y'all know these situations when your mind says "A" but your heart says "B".
I also have the feeling that people seem to have o
Tags: english , feelings , my life
Now the WE is over, again. And i’m quite pissed off.
Please, stop kidding around and act like a mature person.
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Now the WE is over, again. And i'm quite pissed off.
I'm stivv very sure, that i mean nothing but shit to someone special, especially when AM is near. Although we don't have the relation like these days no more, it still hurts. It also hurts JSII.
Please, stop kidding around and act like a mature person.
The rest of the WE was nice. Some weird english-german-constructions. Outdoor swimming-pool. Grilling. Not very much sleep.
But atm i am still quite pissed off, as mentioned above.
Und desweiteren komm ich grad mal gar nicht klar...ich fühle mich alleine, überflüssig, hassend, (verhasst?).
diese ganze geheimniskrämerei mag ja schön und gut sein, aber ich kam mir ausgeschlossen vor. als wär ich wieder der outsider. alle anderen wissen bescheid, und ich sitz daneben und understand only train-station. sowas konnte ich noch nie haben.
und jetzt wieder arbeiten, thw und der ganze scheiß, worauf ich mal grad so gar keine lust habe. viel lieber wäre ich jetz noch 1-2 tage in münster, wo ich dann vll
Tags: english , my life
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